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DespairI just don't know how to do this anymore.
All the acting, all the hurting,
Just breaks my heart more than before.
I'm so sick of trying
When it's clear you won't be there.
Why bother fighting,
When I'm beating empty air?
You've always said you loved me.
Promised me you'd hold me.
You've said so many things,
But all I see are broken dreams.
You offered me so much,
and gave so little in return.
You gave me a house,
When you promised me a home.
I can see you in my dreams,
When I wake you're never here.
I feel so lonely, all these nights,
But it's only been a year .
Please, just please
Don't hurt me, please
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`anmari has been spreading her infectious positivity throughout our community for over 6 years. Throughout this time Ana has been at the core of all things devious, passionately developing an eclectic gallery, helping organise devmeets, participating in chat events and also recently completed dedicating her time as a Community Volunteer. We are absolutely delighted to bestow the Deviousness Award for May 2013 to `anmari, congratulations! Read More